I cant move past that moment. I have wronged you on many occasions but this is arguably the worst thing I have done. I betrayed you. I treated you like you aren't mine. Like I don't love you. 

I remember telling you that I don't know if I would love you if you stopped loving me. Today I can tell you definitively that yes I will still love you. With a smile. You may forget everything but I will always hold on to you. How can I let go of the most precious person in my life? How can I just walk away. I I just want to give you a hug. Sorry for being selfish but I need it more than ever. I am sorry for letting you down and for leaving you when you needed me. Just because I am not with you does not mean I am not responsible for you. It does not mean I can let up. I am sorry. I love you. I love you with all my heart.