It's been a few days since I actually wrote something, it feels like so much has taken place since then. My break from writing doesn't come from not having anything to say, but from confusion on how to write my million thoughts down. Everything I have to say either stems from or leads to the same statement: "I love Priyansha Sharma"

I think 2 things are clear between you and me. 1. We love one another and 2. We both miss each other a lot. Then why the cold shoulder today? Why are we not consistent in our efforts to one another? A whole 3 more have gone by since I left, we haven't gone more than 2 weeks being happy as one. Why cant we be consistent for once? Or am I reading into things the wrong way. 

I had been nervous about you meeting Kriti, but very happy about how it has turned out. You two seem to have hit it off. Thank you again for taking such good care of her. 

Also, if you think for one second that I am going to join a dating app, you are dead wrong. I am not going to do anything of that sorts. I understand you think we cannot work out and you pushing me to do this is your way of trying to help me understand/prove this point of yours: if I start talking to someone else, I am more likely to move on. You are trying to help, I know. But it's not required. Thank you for trying. I will happily remain single all my life than be unhappy with someone else.

Now I wish we had made more love. I dont want anything from India, I just want you. I just want you to give me your time when I see you. I ask for a lot when I say I want you to give me your love through this long distance between us. I want you to love me like you did in our last week. Or the first one. Or any week in between. Because you always loved me the most. I love you so much. Dont leave me please.