I’ve gone over our conversation countless times, trying to understand where things went wrong, and I still can’t find an answer. What I can tell you is that something shifted in me the moment I read that you wouldn’t give me another chance and that you were done with this relationship. Within minutes of your message, I promised myself I wouldn’t shed another tear over you. I realized how foolish I have been, dreaming of a future with someone who doesn’t even want any sort of relationship with me. With someone who think so lowly of me. You’ve made that very clear and hence I would be an idiot to keep trying to fix things when there’s clearly nothing I can do and continue to go through this. You want to move on. I can understand that, thats how you are. I said I shouldn't speak to you and there wasn't a peep from you. No attempt to try to walk back on your words. No attempt to apologize or say that you didn't mean those things because you did. Not a single message. Thats how big your ego is. These are the efforts you have put into fixing our relationship. I would have kept trying but what good will it do? About 25% of my time here is over, we could have EASILY made things work but you never wanted to. I know I have some blame for this but I will not take full responsibility for our relationship not working, heck not even half.