First Post

It's been a few days since I have wanted to put my thoughts into words, think more about our thoughts as we said. Something I have always been terrible at. We spoke after a very long time today. I miss you so much. It would really take a lifetime to explain how much. I have so much to say to you, I have wanted to speak to you for so long but I don't know why I never did. Maybe I am tired of getting hurt now. I am sorry I failed you, failed our relationship but I still love you and always will. I realize it would take me forever to type my thoughts out, I will come back to it later. I am bawling as I write this, something I should get used to I guess. I am hoping we can work things out this time. I love you