What a day

I am so happy that we are talking again, I hate being away from you more than ever. I just want a hug from you. Yesterday I was watching some YouTube video and I learned that Sunny Deol and Dimple Kapadia have been together for 40 years now. Just wanted to throw that out there.

I forgot how good it was to talk to you. I missed it. When I messaged you on Diwali, I thought I am going to end up like one of the 100 unread messages you get every day. I don't want to end up like that, I don't want my letters to end up in the pile that you have stored. Then why have I not been making enough efforts? It's not like I don't want to be with you, or that I don't love you. Or that I have an issue with doing it...I have given this a thought, might write about it later. Anyways, the point is that I don't want to lose you and that I love you! I meant the things I said to you (if you remember any of it) and I'd like to believe you meant the things you said to me too. Did the promises we make to each other mean nothing??

Proofreading and adding this: I have so much to write about this but I am such a horrible writer!

Also, it's scary how much I think of you. The only time I'm not is when I am sleeping. Idk how it is with you, perhaps not like this since you have processed it all. I am really looking forward to sending some stuff for you with Kriti, I hope she agrees to take it with her. She can be the kind to say no. Anyways, I have put aside 2 Japanese ramens for you and Kiaan's eggs for now. I need to go buy some lipsticks for you, the Armani one that you liked, and something different of my choice. There is something else too but I cannot remember. I'll come back to this...talk later.

Proofreading note: This flows like shit lol