Youll be leaving for your trip soon. Will you talk to me while youre away? We used to be inseparable, what the fuck happened? I love you today just like I always have. I am sorry I am unable to show this to you (omg I have never seen tears this big lol). I miss you. Please stop playing games. Am I wrong for feeling insecure about your new friends? Going on a trip with them that you said you want to take with me. I miss you. It feels like I have no importance in your life anymore, like it's an obligation for you to talk to me. Even today you are the only thing on my mind, earlier it would make me happy, now it consumes me. Please be my happy person again. I wish you could see me in this state, this is as close to crying on the floor as I can get. I miss you, I love you. I love you so much. Please take me back.