I knew you wont wait and would go to the website right away, not sure how long before you come back. I cried so much after sending you the link, I do not know why. I don't know if sharing my thoughts with you  was the right thing to do...what if we stop talking? what will my outlet be then? I cant think of us not talking again. I wont let that happen this time. 

This morning when I woke up, I cried so much after reading your messages. We can work out, we can do all the things we said we would. We will be happy together. You just sent me a pic of all 3 of your friends and it made me laugh so much. Before opening them I thought it'd be pictures of you but when I opened it I was like who tf is this?? Shahrukh Khan? Shahrukh Khan look alike? Then I saw the other two pics. Suddenly I am not as insecure as before but I still am. It still upsets me that you give them your time and attention, it makes me feel like I am not enough. I looked at someone's instagram and we had to go through hell because of it. I am not making a big deal about things but this is hurtful. 

I dont like that you are accepting gifts from others. It really doesn't sit well with me. On another note, it is good that we are talking again. I cannot wait to see you. I love you. I miss you so much. 

I keep telling you I love you, and I will keep saying it until I physically cannot anymore. I dont care how many times you ignore those 3 words put together. I love you. Talk to you soon my love.