It has been a few days since I wrote and it feels like a lot has changed since then. I have shared more with you, tried to be more open. I think things are going well. 

You have become part of my identity. I carry your thought with me everywhere I go at all times. I love you but I still cannot get over the thought of how we ended up in that state? Lack of communication? 

Didn't we say we were perfect together? then how did we get to where we were a few days ago? 

There's so much I want to discuss with you. something I should have done before I left but never knew how to bring up. Me typing it out here may be the perfect way to share it with you...

We need to do it right straight up. There are so many things to discuss, because we cannot be sneaking around anymore. We are not children, let's try to be practical about things this time. 

You are insecure about me, how about I never look at or think about another woman from here on out, you can walk away from everything if you even suspect me of doing so without me uttering a word. A bit extreme I know but Im just trying to make a point. Besides you, no other woman has crossed my mind while I have been away, can you say the same??