my eyes hurt from all the tears. It must be annoying for you for me to be in the regretful stage while you have moved on (big time) I guess you just said things to me you didn't mean when you loved me. We meant those things right? Telling each other we will be together, we will make it work, we are perfect etc etc.  

Everyday here is torture for me and you make it worse. You sent me pics of your coffee date with your friend. I feel crushed. I feel replaced in your life, like I meant nothing to you. I FUCKING HATE YOU PRIYANSHA. you are the worst. <redacted>  I have been crying non stop, specially while writing these pieces. I am angry. at you. at myself. at my mom. at my dad. my grandparents. at god. why are we not together at this time? I wish I was the one getting coffees with you. Me. I want to spend time with you. I am jealous. I am fucking furious that you would replace me. But I am more hurt by you