You were right, I didn't read past the first three lines of your message. I mean, I did read the whole thing, but my mind just kept coming back to those 3 lines. Still makes my head spin thinking about it. It being the first thing I saw in the morning made me go numb

I know you have all these new people who want your attention, so I can’t help but feel insecure about how much time you give them. Im glad they have helped you move on but we both know they desire you so please understand where I am coming from. I didn’t say anything this morning because I honestly don’t know if I even have the right to say these things to you anymore. What place do I have in your life now?? It's so confusing. I am sorry anyways. I should have said something at least. 

If I were to surround myself with other women, maybe I wouldn’t miss you either. I could be on Tinder right now, trying to distract myself or find someone who could help me forget you. But I dont do that. I’m choosing you. I’m choosing to love you, to stay with you and it doesn't feel the same from you. Not in the slightest. This would be so much easier if I was there with you. 

I miss you. I miss spending time with you, just hanging out and being together. You have other people to do this with so you dont. Cant blame you either. Just don't forget me please. You are the love of my life. I mean it, I meant it when I said it every time before this. If you are reading this, please tell me if you didnt. 

In other news, life has been hectic. I thought things would be easier with Kriti gone but I was wrong. Work is keeping me busy so are household chores. 

I miss you, looking forward to seeing your reaction to getting the things!

I LOVE YOU.

did you think I would forget?