I forgot I have got this as an outlet!! Was about to send you a long message but it’s not really something I want to bring up or talk about.

You know last night I was very much relying on your messages ka vibrations to keep me up. I would send you a message , and close my eyes while I waited for your reply. They would open when I would hear a vibration and then close again. I just want to say that. Iske beech mein i fell asleep.

I am not avoiding blame, I take responsibility. Just want you to know that the I didn’t put my phone away thinking I’ll go to sleep now. I simply couldn’t stay up, the intent was to talk to you. But I know I didn’t try hard enough and I am sorry for that. Sincerely. I swear I wouldn’t do anything intentionally to hurt you. Please don’t equate me sleeping to me not wanting to talk to you. Because i swear I did. I just had to get this off my chest because I want to clear as much misunderstandings as I can. Haan meri galti hai, but not for the reasons you chalking it up to. I love you very much and I am sorry!! I can’t wait to be with you yaar so at least shit like this won’t happen anymore

I love you!! And I miss you so much