You just messaged me just as I published the last post. Sorry I didn't send you a picture, I genuinely look terrible with all the crying. 

I am done crying, you have not responded to my last message. Dont think you will. Too little, too late I guess. I love you with all my heart. I wish it was enough for you to not seek friendship in others. I am a failure, I am sorry for that. You have given up on us yet I am the failure. Interesting na? We spent a whole year together and it went by in the blink of an eye. You couldn't wait for a few months for me to get back. We would speak of a lifetime together and yahan ek saal mein baand baj gaya lol. I'll go back to crying now.